Mom's Poem
Been a number of years since my mom disappeared into Alzhiemers or some form of dementia. A few years ago I jotted down a poem as I was struggling with the reality of it all. I found it a day or two ago and thought I'd post it here.Mom’s Poem
It only left her body when it slowly stole her mind
Her life, her essence, its transport, just the vehicle left behind
Her recall, no longer total except in the way it’s gone
Uttering sentences like some pictures that a 2 year old has drawn.
Her eyes that used to sparkle - now dim and tired, gray
A glance could once speak volumes – now nothing more to say
Two hands that used to knit and deal - listless by her side
Two hands that loved me as I grew and wiped the tears I cried
Yesterday seems so long ago now that tomorrow never will
Relentless memories fill my heart, my mind just won’t be still
Hard words, indelible upon my heart, sting with deep regret
Reading…. sorry I can’t make it, maybe next time… better yet.
Grateful tears succeed in blurring these words that I now write
And from within a hope less incomplete is brought to light
Promises of heaven, future echoes whispered now
Provide comfort to her child, as Your strength, my faith allows.
May 1999
I have a few friends that are dealing with parents that are getting old and live far enough away to make visiting hard. Use your time wisely.
ba
PS - gone
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